joke me something awful...
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
6:25 PM
heys..after a few daes of lectures, i finalli got a taste of wad jc life is abt..veri tiring actualli.
e yr 2s normally end lessons at like 4..tt's y e cca meetings is often held at tt time..den although i end like abt 1 coz now still dun haf tutorials, i haf to wait in sch until 4 30 for their band prac to start. speaking of band ah..i realli veri disheartened..coz e response frm e j1s to join band is apparently "over-whelming" coz there's too many players n too little instruments..for eg, saxophone sect-my sect, got like in total 14 players including j2s..like so many lor..normal band shld haf like 6 saxophonists in total onli..so there's like 8 more.so obviously ur place there is not realil secured since u dun realli belong to band as u dun haf "ur instrument"..somemore there's syf coming up in may,plus i might not wan to stay in tpjc..so my chances of being a member of the band is slimmer n slimmer.one thg i muz sae is tt my sect de seniors had a tok wif us, n she was like telling us to slack in 1st 3 mths, den can "pon-tank" den pon..she even sae wad time can go out frm which gate..w/o getting caught..haha..den she also sae if u can go to "greener pastures" den go..a pretty inspiring tok isnt it..telling u to leave tpjc..
i'm beginning to dislike my "fellow alto saxophonist" more n more.
it's like e longer u noe him, his "true colours" n his bad pts.
he's selfish.
he's un-gentlemen.
he's unfeeling.
he's vulgar.
he's not my fren.
i dunnoe wad i did to incur his wrath but lately he's been like scolding me vulgarities more n more often.i tink he hormonal imbalance or smthg.likes to pick fight wif ppl, b***ch abt ppl, saying bad thgs abt them n stuff.i hate him.he's e kind of ppl which i hate e most.
let's not tok abt this kind of ppl.not worth it..anw, hope tt e following daes will b more fulfilling n i wld perhaps somedae actualli enjoy being where i am.
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends
