joke me something awful...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
4:57 PM
juz received news tt we'll ged our results on mon..it's double n triple confirmed le..not like e last time..all sae confirm is tt dae but end up not..i've been told it wld b on this wed [?!] , n tml..but turns out both are wrong..lucky lor..coz i dun wan so fast take results..
i'm neither mentally, physically or emotionally prepared.
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yest..siti n qk din ask mi whether i confirm gg band after my pw at 4 den dey go n plae TT demselves wif ying..i wanted to go!! i told dem b4 ler..when u all gg tell me..den i'll go..i juz wan to go c ying..i miss her!! so long nv c her le..den they go nv tell mi..feel so cheated..i said i wasnt sure to go band not..u all were telling mi not to go rmb? so i din! coz i din wan to go in after they haf started for abt 1 1/2 hrs..n of coz it's mostly bcoz i dun wan to c SMBODY. so i missed yest band.. which makes it twice in a wk le. i juz feel guilty skipping band? coz it's not like i reali cant make it or wad..it's juz tt i feel terribly awful when i m sitting like one seat awae frm him..n everyone noes we r frm e same sch n sect so we shld b like gd frens? or at least frens? but no..we are like strangers n even when we have to pass pencils or paper across he'll be like snatching frm mi! i dun like tt! it's like mi not so angry wif him ler..if he not so UNGENTLEMAN i wld haf stopped this cold war thgy lor..realli bad attitude lor..still sae ppl.pot calling kettle black.hrmph.
i dunoe if i'm too stubborn or wad..i juz dun like my frens to tok to him. coz i tot they were like omg he's so bad to sae tt to u..den i c dem toking right in front of mi..i dunoe..i juz dun like it..maeb i'm afraid tt he'll snatch all my frens n leave mi all alone n lonely..maeb tt's y he keeps toking to my frens..it feels really bad when u noe u are e one hu is e middlemen n tt's y dey became frens, n there they r toking right in front of u. n he purposely pretended u were not there.n even called a fren hu was walking beside mi juz to sae hi.i dunnoe wad was tt for.but i dun like it.
wellz,..i haf other more impt things to worrie abt other den this..i shall not let it bother mi..argh.
wish mi luck on monday 28th feb for my results!!
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends
