joke me something awful...
Thursday, February 03, 2005
6:06 PM
wahz..so long nvr blogg ler..dunnoe where to start actualli..it's been like 10+ days ba..
tern left for melbourne[did i ged it right?] on 28 jan..yah..i cried..cldnt bear it..it's like i juz noe her tt kinda thing..still got lots more to noe abt her..den she left..n cldnt ged to noe her better.
e dae b4 she left was realli a big rush for mi lor..i had to rush to tm to ged thgs to make her a roche bouquet..i succeeded btw..haha..so proud of myself coz it's e 1st time i make sucha thg..
yes i wasnt smiling..dotx..
yea i smiled.haha.
e moment yt saw mi she hugged mi lor.she sae she dun wan to leave..den i wanted to cry alreadi but i held back my tears la..if not i'll becum e onli one lor..but when she went thru e gates i cldnt stand it le..den e tears juz rolled down my eyes..juz feel veri emotional..maeb it's her leaving.mayb it's all e stress i've been bearing these few weeks..i dunnoe.
yest had college road run, so tiring..i got a 244th place! hahaz..damn lan i noe..bt out of 600++ ppl..shld b okie la hor..heez.
i dunnoe wad else to update ler...mi still tinking hard abt whether to stay or leave tpjc..smtimes i feel like i now noe more ppl n noe e place so well..it's hard to go to another place n learn it all over agn..n go through those awkward times agn..plus i haf to c if my results can make it not..argh.
dun ask mi if i'm gg to stay in tpjc or not plz..i realli dunoe e ans.
bt i'll haf to noe it by e end of this mth.
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends
