joke me something awful...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
5:35 PM
hmmm..always use same starting like boring hor..haha..kip saying i haven been blogging for a long time..but it's true wad..heez..todae i'll tok abt my life in tp so far..frm e beginning-
right to e end..
is it gonna be e end?i dunoe eh..
1st wk of sch- orientation..
it's baaad when u're a natural introvert like mi hu usually clams up when i meet new ppl..so i pratically haf no frens in my og lor..sirius 09 ppl- do u even rmb there's smone called doreen inside? -_- guess they dun.. in e beginning i guess everyone's juz trying to b nice to each other..u noe..juz smile smile..ask ur name..tok tok..den move on to another person.den smhow all e gers in e og got a fren already..smhow they seem to click n so they pair up wif each other..so everywhere together n stuff..so it's realli kinda diff to "cut in" n join them u noe.. =( den i tot i found "a fren"..her name's aarti,frm springfield de..at 1st we cld sorta ged along..den we like go to places together la..like when we plae games n stuff..den she sorta bangseh mi along wif other ppl lor..we were eating wif sm gers frm e og at e canteen..den i finished earli so i went to return my plate la..den when i returned e whole table was empty wif onli my bag there lor..felt so angry n disappointed wif dem..>_< i tot we cld b frens n dis is wad happened..den after tt i dun realli feel like mixing wif dem ler..can avoid den avoid..so gg to sch for orientation is a dread for mi as e time goes by..but..i guess there's sm kind of treat as well..heez..
coz i realised tt a guy looks kinda like my pri sch crush..oopz..haha..so everydae go sch will wan to take a few more glances at him..hoping tt he'll notice mi..e nerdy looking ngee ann ger..haha..den i rmb we were playing dry games on like e 3rd dae of orientation..den it was this game which needs u to cross a stretch of grd with chairs..u noe..ur feet cannot touch e grd one..den they made it such tt it's boi-ger-boi-ger kinda pairing standing on e chairs..den all e guys went up ler..he was standing smwhere in e middle..den i purposely walk smwhere close there..fake fake wait for ppl to go up..den when there's a space behind him i went up..haha.u noe when they haf to take a chair frm e back u haf to sQueEzE so tt e chain of ppl can move forwards right..? den i squeezed lor..den heez..down there in my heart an shuang la..haha..can like smell his hair..haha..i tink i'm crazy..=P but..i dunoe his name..haha.last dae of orientation..we had to pass down a piece of pp writing our leadership positions..we'r seated in e hall listening to sm talk[dunnoe wad also] n he's seated one seat awae..so when e pp was passed back i juz fake fake c c la..den i found out his name..heez..den e 2nd last dae we were given our og contact list..so i went to friendster n check..den realised tt he's aTTacHed..n veri much in love frm wad i c..so frm den on i dun tink too much le lor..n to prevent myself frm being embarrassed..i'm not gg to sae his name..besides..hu will read this?hahaz.. i typed damn long le juz at orientation..feel like giving up ler..tink i update other daes one another dae..got hmwk to rush la. =(
btw..
haPPy FrIenDShIp wK!! =D
...like a kiss on the neck of just friends
