joke me something awful...
Friday, March 11, 2005
11:26 PM
feeling all mixed up.
i dunnoe wad to tink now.it seems tt i've got lots to sae but i simply dunnoe where to begin.
i've heard "news"[frm band conductor,frens] abt e jae thgy.seems tt mani of us dragon babies have done so well tt e gd jcs cut off pts haf been reduced by at least 1 or 2? like hwa chong is now 2 pts? n vj is going to b like 4 la.n when they sae 4, it means partial 4.which means out of all e applicants who got 4,onli sm will make it..which means tt mi wont make it lah.
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i dunnoe whether i shld feel optimistic abt this thgy.okies 1st travelling time is not so long,i wont face prob in mixing in an eng orientated n stressful sch,plus i got more frens in tpjc! but it still doesnt feel tt gd.coz u noe u r able to go smwhere but coz of a wrong choice made u cant? haix.alreadi regretting my choice.but i dun wan go tj lehx.used to be my dream sch but seeing the potential stress tt i wld face,i dun feel like gg there alreadi.
enuf abt e sad stuff..
yest i went to tmall wif sm ppl frm my cg..it was fun larr.we watched lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events. sunny is so cute lorr.a baby who loves to bite stuff.smmore she can bite anithg n everythg lor.for example.a can!~ she's like a can opener sia.hahax.den after e movie we went to take neoprints.n we dragged e onli 2 guys hu were there with us along.hahax.they were like reluctant lorr.den we sae take "pictures" instead of take "neoprints" they were abit more willing den finalli agreed to take wif us.hahax.majority wins =D
tmall like little tpjc like tt..go everywhere can c familiar faces.also a small nas.can c all e cute cute small sec 1s n 2s..den there was like a beeeg grp of nas ppl in e neoprint shop lorr.all sec2s de ba.got guys got gers.feel like asking dem..*ahem c ur senior noe wad to do le hor* hahax.wah den e wait was like longer den the time u spend taking neoprints lah.coz there's onli one gd machine..like newest.so everyone q-ing for tt..but..i dun like e machine..dunnoe e machine spoil or wad..e backgrd all green one.ewww.plus u put e coins in den straight away 3,2,1 take le lor.no time prepare..we managed to squeeze 8 ppl inside e neoprint..end up all heads n cannot decorate much lor.hahax.shld separate into a few grps lor i tink.anws it's all done le la.sae so much no use also.
next wk got band camp.mon is 8am to 9pm lor.omg.wad kinda prac is this.13 hrs eh.my lips will like grow ulcer or smthg lor.plae until siao ah.plus e interest to go for band is not tt strong.coz no frens there.so v boring my practices.most of the time i'm like alone.haix.smtimes i wonder whether i'm autistic or not.maeb i'm slightly autistic.i smtimes dun like to tok lor.den it's like not reali juz smtimes but most of the time? omigosh..
tired.todae had a long band prac. frm 2.30 to 9pm.includes dinner break but still,it was tiring.sm pt in time it was farni la.coz dr lee kept saying funnie thgs[*squints eyes*"hwa ee!~"..hahax.u gotta b there to noe wad i mean].he todae gd mood lah.lucky us.
anws..till 23 mar nothg is confirmed.n it might juz b like e rumours spreading ard b4 e release of Os results.of which none is true..come to tink of it.hmms..maeb there still is hope.
so exhausted.mi gg to bed ler.niteX ppl!~ sweet dreams for mi! =D
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